he's

27th June 10'

2010-06-27T02:48:00.001+08:00

27th June 10'

26 June 10'

2010-06-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

26 June 10'

So great to meet up with you guys that night,
i think the best up of night will be updating each other and picture!?! (OF COURSE)

HAHAHAHAHAHA!?!

let meet up soon alright, people!?!

Cherish what's infornt of you,
never give a second thought about it.

23th June 10'

2010-06-23T05:04:00.002+08:00

23th June 10'

if i say im fine, im okay,
im happy without having you around with me,
i will be lying to myself.

do you know all the words u said or post,
are the words that my heart want to say as well.

all you have done is just show that you care for yourself..
do you give a damn to how i feel ??

i know i shouldn't be like this,
i don't want to as well,
but there isn't option for me.

i still think of u all the time.

16th June 10'

2010-06-16T06:15:00.002+08:00

16th June 10'

World cup is here once again,
bcuz of this im sleeping at 8am everyday.
how long can i last till i fall sick ??
therefore ENGLAND don't disappoint us!?!
COUNT ON YOU ENGLAND !?!

6hr back that day,
every words you have say to me,
just seem to be right beside my ear again.
was it coincident ? i wonder..
or is it like i still hasn't let go for u for a single bit..

seeing you are down,
i really want to be there for you,
yet i know i wouldn't be the one you wanted.
although this hurt me but it hurt me even more when i'll have to see you're down.

when you say,
you though im okay
and i should be moving on.
that is what hurts the most.

when you know is not easy as ABC.

8th June 10'

2010-06-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

8th June 10'

a sleepless night,
there's nothing i can do,
even sleep wouldn't stop me from
hoping,
thinking,
worring,
wondering &
missing you.

i really will like to hear from you,
hoping that you would say you miss me.

this sound too impossible.

Although we may not be together anymore,
you're still the one that never fail to
brighten my day even with a text,
a call just knowing that you care.
Even if you don't, i just want you to know,
i'll always be here no matter what fails you.

7th June 10'

2010-06-06T23:57:00.003+08:00

7th June 10'

I just can't keep living this way
So starting today! - I'm breaking outta this mind!
I'm standing up, I'm a face my demons!
I'm manning up, I'm a hold my ground!
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now!

It was my decision to get clean! - I did it for me
Admittedly - I probably did it subliminally - FOR YOU!
So I could come back a brand new me

When a relationship has come to an end,
is not about finding the next better one.
Is just the love and feeling for the partner.

i know this day will come,
didn't guess it will be so soon.

all the best to you,
uoyeovl.

6th June 10'

2010-06-06T03:11:00.003+08:00

6th June 10'

What an day today,
well scheduled day and make full use of it.
in order to keep my numb from everything.

Early in the morning clear my macro CA,
late afternoon had a game with Maoists.

Macro paper was rather an okay paper i concluded.
it have been so long since getting myself in the scoresheet for Maoists,
the feeling is really great all thanks to Zhenwei nice assist.
And i hope i can continue scoring and continue playing this well,
has been awhile since i played this well.
Time to continue this..

Thank you Maoists !?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER,
though i hasn't been a very good brother,
but is really nice having a brother like you.
thanks for understanding me.

Happy 17th birthday,
Dion.

Loving you is like loving myself,
maybe i didn't love myself enough.

you are always in mind.

4th June 10'

2010-06-04T16:13:00.004+08:00

4th June 10'

kind of have better knowledge of macro economic already,
let hope is an easy paper tml.

whenever you are right there for me, im the luckiest person.
anyway to think back i feel nice that you came into my life,
added lots of beautiful moments for me.

although now is all memories,
but they are all sweet and nice memories.
<3 you.

the future are unanticipated,
maybe we will be back to where we are.

keeping myself real busy,
numb myself to sleep,
yet i still miss you.

1st June 10'

2010-06-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

1st June 10'

Common test are just next week,
yet i got no confident at all,
it has been long since i feeling like this for paper.

just where is my old self??

although i have keep revising on my free time,
to keep myself busy and try not to think of you,
still i can't do it at all.

Is like every moment of life now,
i thinking of you..

have you been well ?
have you eaten ?
are you okay ?

i really want to hear from you..

im regret of not holding on,
but i will wait.

29th May 10'

2010-05-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

29th May 10'

Couldn't sleep last night,
kind of like i was waiting for u to text me or sth..
once the sun is up i realise that all my hopes are like a dream.

i wanted to remind you,
Not forget to have ur dinner on time,
dont work with an empty stomach toward out the day.

yet i didn't.

cuz i don't how will u feel..

Does it hurts or im just numb -

26th May 10'

2010-05-26T03:20:00.002+08:00

26th May 10'

There is no difference between a wise man and a fool when they fall in love,
when the man cannot reason with the woman he loves: he cares about her too much.

you've always been sweet.

let me be the one who care for you,
and stay right beside you.

22 May 2010

2010-05-22T05:00:00.002+08:00

22th May 2010'

i wish im special for you,
i wish we could get through all this together,
i wish we wouldn't have any regrets in our life till is too late..

but

is it really so hard for us to go through it..
am i really just weighted that lil or not even in ur heart..

i guess as much..

i thought i can,
yet i couldn't.

7th May 10'

2010-05-07T00:13:00.013+08:00

7th May 10'

ME

YOU

you & me = WE

although is not very long,
i know you trust me.

when you become my sun,
there's rainbow in my life.

beautiful moments are being felt by heart.

29March10'

2010-03-29T03:48:00.002+08:00

29th March 10'

Finally im not that lazy to do some update.
the older i get the more lazy i am.
HAHA.

This coming week could decide,
what my life going to be for the next 2 to 3 years.
kind of interesting but im more on the scary part, not knowing why also.

Lets hope the luck is with me. :D

Last but not less..
im missing my INTERESTING & full of NONSENSE IQN!?!
maybe i just love 'bullying' teacher.

To love is nothing, to be loved is something.
To love, and to be loved is everything.

you're my everything.

16Jan10'

2010-01-16T03:43:00.002+08:00

16Jan 10'

just wonder why am i becoming more n more lazy lately
or was i really getting tired.

left with 7 weeks to go before graduating,
there are few things i really need to change.

- can't be sleeping late
- can't be late for school
- shouldn't be missing school for nothing

if not i gonna be debar from taking my final paper.

TIME TO CHANGE JON !!!

all gone at once,
all back at once.
what game am i on?

13Jan10'

2010-01-13T01:44:00.005+08:00

13Jan10'

i finally found the MTV,
since the day i work in courts.

past turn into beautiful memories.

1Jan 10'

2010-01-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

1Jan 10'

First day of 2010 and i am damn sick.
What an start to the year.

Although im still can't get over what has happened,
but by placing myself into her shoe,
i think i will have do the same thing.

i kind of understand alil now.

i will stand at your back,
to watch over your shadow.

Last of 2009'

2009-12-31T21:40:00.003+08:00

Last of 2009'

It takes time to go up,
but is within second to fall with heart breaking sound.

Can I still trust myself?

Love are beautiful,
beauty could be just imagination.

31December

2009-12-31T03:10:00.004+08:00

31December

One more day
and
its gonna be a brand new year.

Of cuz as normal i would want a brand new start to everything,
but not everything this time round..

that morning, afternoon, evening & night,
is my happiest moment.
could i remain there???

thankyou.

eiggamyrd -

想太多

2009-12-30T08:36:00.003+08:00

想太多

im thinking too much,
only you to know.

30December

2009-12-30T03:22:00.000+08:00

30December

Had an great K session,
it wouldn't be great without people im with..

right right ??
ACFF, BFF, GFF-self claim, G-toy & ZH.

People say thanks to me when school start alright?
since im the one who sing the MOST !!!

HAHAHAHA..

bear with the awful voice uh, sorry.

words from lyrics;
mean my heart.

29December

2009-12-29T10:12:00.002+08:00

29December

LOVE - Weather

Happily Together ; Sunny
Sharing Thoughts ; Windy
Uneasy Feelings ; Cloudy
Tears in Heart ; Raining
Heart Shutting ; Thunder & Lighting

kind of random, sorry.

nightmare are just dream,
still i wanna catch the dropping tears.

Happy

2009-12-29T03:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

words are kept inside this song -

28December

2009-12-28T03:13:00.002+08:00

28December

Sorry.

today i just felt that im over the board,
and is kind of like placing too much pressure.

im sorry.

you're important -

27December

2009-12-27T07:16:00.003+08:00

27December

You,
i see the word;

care
trust
respect
limitation

&

every moment is beautiful.

was it the same to you.

loving you doesn't make the world go round;
you're what make the ride worthwhile -

24 December

2009-12-24T07:01:00.002+08:00

24 December

love

is an greatest moment you could find,
when having the person beside you,
your world just turn colourful
and you will have the idea of 'i just want to remain in this moment forever'

am i right ?? i don't know. im a noob..

and

somehow u are clear with what you want,
yet poor in decision,
maybe love are really blind.

used to think 'love' is just an word
but not anymore.

still im not having love yet...

a day,
seem to be just an hour.

could it be longer ??

thankyou -

20 December

2009-12-20T05:39:00.002+08:00

20 December

Lately have been sleeping real 'early' in the morning,
have been packing myself up with..

WORK, DRAMA & MSN.

but nowaday not being able to ton through the night any more,
maybe once u are getting old that's the case bah.

althought 19 and 20 are only a year different,
but it makes a big different man,
kids will start calling you UNCLE OR AUNTIE.

i have a dream,
a heart of love.

Libra & Aquarius

2009-12-20T05:30:00.005+08:00

Libra & Aquarius

Natives of both Libra and Aquarius are prone to be attracted to unusual individuals, excitement, and an abundance of activitiy and socializing. Hence, there is a better than even chance here that these two will fall head-over-heels in love. Should the Aquarius partner go rushing off at some ungodly hour to help out a friend in need, not only will Libra understand, he or she will probably go along. If Aquarius brings home a down-and-out stranger to spend the night, then Libra will immediately make up the bed in the spare room...no questions asked. While there are some aspects of the two personalities here that each will find irritating, this couple will find it easier than most Signs to reach a compromise. Perhaps the chief stumbling block is that the opinions of others mean very little...if anything at all...to natives of Aquarius and he or she will find it difficult to understand how the Libra partner can be wounded by a cruel remark from someone else. Indeed, in the eyes of the Aquarius mate, it is possible that he or she considers Libra to be somewhat overly sensitive. In past relationships, it is likely that physical intimacy did not mean much to the Aquarius partner but with Libra, that changes drastically and radically. Libra is impulsive and will strive to show Aquarius the joys of being spontaneous. In short, this is a very favorable relationship and one that is likely to last an extremely long time.

The Libra/Aquarius match results in a union that can serve to heighten and strengthen the consciousness of both Signs. This pair connects on a very high mental level. They share a love of art, people and culture. They also have a mutual aversion to restrictive influences in their lives. This couple will get along well because they have such similar needs and do not require more of one another than each is willing to give. These are two energetic and enthusiastic souls and their relationship is unlikely to ever become stagnant. Both Libra and Aquarius are concerned with the betterment of the world and their fellow humans. Indeed, Aquarius is the most progressive thinker of the Zodiac and its natives always have a new idea in the works. Libra is the Zodiac's diplomat and those it governs abhor any form of dispute. These are born balancers, possessed with a desire to avoid conflict and blessed with a love of intellectual freedom. However, these two traits can result in Libra natives being somewhat indecisive at times and when this happens, the more firm-minded Aquarius partner can step forward and help Libra to figure out in which direction to turn. The Libra partner can return the favor by smoothing the occasionally ruffled feathers of Aquarius that result from this Sign's idealistic thinking sometimes crashing down in the face of reality.

Libra is ruled by the planet Venus and Aquarius is ruled by the planet Uranus, indicative of rebellion, with a secondary influence afforded by the karmic Saturn (which ruled Aquarius prior to the discovery of Uranus). This combination of influences can be an interesting and productive one. Libra and Aquarius should certainly take on other projects together aside from their romantic liaison, since these two can make great things happen by using their hearts, their urge for progress and their consciousness of the greater good. Indeed, this couple can be quite extraordinary in terms of standing up for social justice or radical change in the community. Both Libra and Aquarius are governed by the element of Air. Thus, there is a strong intellectual bond here...one that constantly stimulates ideas, to say nothing of communcation styles and skills. Again, the ability to work as a team makes it obvious that these two Signs must adopt larger projects in their life together...concern themselves with the greater good. Those ruled by Libra can bring a certain balance to any undertaking that almost no other Zodiac Sign is capable of achieving. Together, Libra and Aquarius will also have many stimulating intellectual discussions about mutual interests and pursuits. Libra is Cardinal in quality and Aquarius is Fixed. Hence, Libra sets things in motion but may experience trouble in seeing them through to conclusion. This is what makes the determined influence of the Aquarius partner so positive...he or she possesses an abundance of follow-through, able to seize Libra's ideas and run with them to the end. This pair work especially well together since they tend not to argue about who will do what...who will take credit and who will work behind the scenes versus out in the spotlight. Perhaps the best aspect of a Libra/Aquarius match is their ability to work as a team. Together, they can learn so much more than either could alone. Their accomplishments, coupled with a love of socializing and new projects, makes for an extremely satisfying...even enviable...relationship and one with a high success rate in terms of longevity.

In essence, this is an exceedingly good combination. Aquarius has near perfect affinities for Libra. Both partners love beauty, society and the human race...all things that help to make this an ideal union. However, a potential problem may be misunderstandings due to the Aquarius partner being somewhat unpredictable from time to time and, on occassion for no apparent reason, he or she may seek seclusion and refuse to communicate.

maybe..
what if..

Libra Man

2009-12-20T05:08:00.006+08:00

LIBRA MAN

A Libran man can answer all your questions, but he cannot solve the puzzle of your typically girlish dreams. He likes to maintain a balance in everything he does and that includes love too. If you have been captivated by him once, there is a minuscule chance that you will be able to leave him. Even if try to back off, he will convince you with such persuasive arguments that you would be left with no other option, but to stay. He will cover the contradictions of his behavior with such charm that you will be entrapped once again, with nowhere to go.

God help you if he smiles! You will fall in love with him again. Don't blame yourself; the smile of a Libra male is so captivating that not even his enemies can resist it. Now, when you are totally enamored, you are bound to forget your own existence. His charm will result in you seeing his dreams and his happiness being your utmost priority. The first thing you will notice about him is that he finds it very difficult to make up his mind. If even after much deliberation, he has been able to do that, he may change his opinion in a split second if he thinks he made a mistake.

If you really want to fight him, turn your back towards him while fighting and stuff your ears with cotton. If he looks at you with that smile of his and starts his convincing arguments in that smooth tone, you won't stand a single chance of winning. As far as romance is concerned, your Libra guy will never fall short of it. He can use his pleasing manner and graceful charm and win any girl in sight. Once he wins her heart, he is not too sure what to do with it and this is when the problems start. Even if the situation demands a break up, he will always try to postpone it as much as he can.

Though he does this just to make sure that this is what is best for the both of them, he hurts a person's feelings in the process. Even the opposite case, when he is deciding whether to propose marriage or not, is equally painful. On top of that, if he thinks he is being unfair to you, the confusion gets more pronounced. Libran men tend to confuse love with friendship and vice-versa. They keep searching for the perfect girl and if the relationship doesn't turns out to be as they expected it, they become a little heartbroken and then move on with life.

A lost love seldom makes a deep wound in a Libran heart. It forgives and forgets. A Libra man is never interested in prying out your secrets. He delves deeper into a topic just to get a fair view of it and not with the aim of dissecting a situation. All he wants are the facts, not the personal nuances lying underneath them. He will from an opinion about your behavior, but he wouldn't take too much pain to know why you behave the way you do. A Libran is like a judge who passes his judgments on the basis of the facts, not the emotions triggering them. He is not interested in gossip and is not the one to tell your personal secrets to anyone.

So, you can trust him with all your heart. A Libran male will listen to your inner dreams, desires and hopes. However, do not expect him to understand your silent hopes. He is not good at that and all your hopes may come thrashing to the ground. You will have to learn to live with it. At the same time, don't expect him to take your side when you are wrong. He has built-in mechanism of being fair, even when it involves you. A Libran guy is generous with money and stinginess is not one of his personality traits.

His house will be full of guests every now and then, but he dislikes going to crowded places that are full of strangers. He likes people, but if the numbers become too large, he becomes uncomfortable. If you are planning to get married to him, develop the habit of keeping the house neat, clean and full of good fragrances. A Libran guy cannot tolerate sloppiness and pungent cooking smells make him feel depressed. He may be careless and shoddy himself, but you will be expected to keep yourself, the kids as well as the house attractive all the time. He may not say anything about this, but his behavior will.

Staying out till late, sleeping all the time he is at home, etc, are some of the signs that things are not right. This is something you will have to analyze and correct. Otherwise, you may lose a very devoted, generous, fair and pleasing husband, who has a smile that can melt any heart. As a father, a Libra male will teach his kids the sense of fairness, discipline and debate. He will dote on them, but they will never come before you. His fatherly affection won't overshadow his romantic feelings for you. Just remember to take initiative in the relationship, keep him loved and nourished and he will always keep you warm with his captivating smile!

you're butterfly,
i'll be the forest.

Romancing Your Soul

2009-11-25T01:56:00.001+08:00

Romancing Your Soul

Romancing Your Soul -

25 November 09'

2009-11-25T01:42:00.004+08:00

25 November 09'

Alright, finally an new post.

is almost a dead blog,
maybe is already dead.

Recently things are 'cock up' for me,
losing my determination of saying 'no' at the moment.

sorry i disappointed my love one.

i promise i gonna repay ur trust to me,
sorry.

Lazy ass, finally got his hair trim.

fate comes,
choice yours,
falls without control.

so near yet so far -

15October

2009-10-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

15October

Back from school trip,
School started,
here goes my sleep.

Macau, ZhuHai & HongKong trip.
was an great trip with the people around,
if not it will would have been bad.

HAHA.

if someone who don't know how to reflect on what he has done wrong
and kept thinking that a son must always respect his dad,
but have he ever go through his mind that respect have to be earn instead of giving.

Respect have to gain through years, destroy within seconds.

Dad who never grow up; disappointing

Libra

2009-10-01T02:41:00.001+08:00

LIBRA

Description:

Every adolescent Libran's fantasy is to find the Prince or Princess of their dreams. As their lives unfold, the experiences, false starts, dramas, broken hearts and disillusionment they encounter seeking this personal Holy Grail, often shapes their futures in the most extra-ordinary manner. Love and love-lost makes a big difference to the Libran although their often happy-go-lucky appearance against all kinds of odds may not reveal this as fact.

Librans can switch off from the world around then and during these periods much more occurs on the deep innermost levels of the Libran's psyche, than their closest companions imagine. Many Librans after establishing a lifestyle that somehow falls short of their childhood dreams, manage to conjure up a most independent life and keep up an image of being dedicated to a "close relationship". They can escape into obscure role playing - and often this makes them extremely successful business people. When it comes to romance and love, Librans can be difficult to fathom yet in business many Librans discover they can not only be creative, but it provides an opportunity to express the more diverse sides to their personalities. Their charm can win jobs and provides powerful friends. But in both work and play, looking for peace and harmony, Librans often say "yes" when they should be saying "no".

It is a sad fact about many a Libran's personal or business lives to say - many would have faired far better had they remained alone! But for those Librans who do find their secret dream and meet up with their Prince or Princess, that's another story! You'll find them living in some exotic, distant beautiful place, probably running the local bar or restaurant, designing the beach or ski gear, looking wonderful, sipping cocktails and finding life to be the total paradise they knew it could be. What Librans always have to remember when looking to fulfil their dreams is they should never undermine their own integrity and hold out until their dreams do come true - not simply take whatever is offered.
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By Athena Starwoman

29September

2009-09-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

29September

This is an rough post, reason being i hav enough of this person.

A word or advise,
'please know where's your own limit of capability.'

example :

1
Ask people to join you for supper,
ended up saying you don't have money to eat and borrow from your frens

2
Wanna ride a bike please have the capability of owning it and maintaining,
not like going to a bike shop paying 50$ instead of a total bill like 500$.

3
Always borrowing costly item from people,
yet using it as if it's your own item and not knowing how to return back.

4
After borrowing and lending,
he will get himself away from the person as if 'i do not know you'
but is without returning the money nor item.

5
Whenever you got urself into trouble,
asked for frens help but in the end you blame it on your frenz.
like u were never in fault.

there's more, i wouldn't want to say it..

knowing how to say your own frens without money wanna got track yet keep on delaying,
aren't you yourself are even worst ?

without a single wanna own a bike and wanting to follow pple going track and acting
one rich guy infornt of them, just please wake up your fcuking mind.

AND

STOP OWNING PEOPLE.

don't you own enough ?

is this what you call bro's or fren for ??
to you is merely calling for the sick of calling, just wanting to gain benefit from it..

human wanted to feel needed,
sorry not in this way -

Beautiful

2009-09-27T01:29:00.004+08:00

BEAUTIFUL

I'm just so fucking depressed,i just can't seem to get this slump

If i could just get over this hump,
but i need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and i got right back up

But i need that spark to get psyched back up,
in order for me to pick the mic back up

I don't know how or why or when, i ended up in this position I'm in

I'm starting to feel distant again, so i decided to just pick this pen

Up to try to make an attempt to vent, but i just can't admit

Or come to grips with the fact that i may be done with rap,

I need a new outlet

And i know some shits so hard to swallow,
but i just can't sit back and swallow

In my own sorrow, but i know one fact, I'll be one tough act to follow

Here today, gone tomorrow, but you got to walk thousand miles.

- Beautiful

26September

2009-09-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

26September

have been working non-stop lately,
but this holiday itself is truly a boring ones.

when did i not say holiday was bored.
LOL.

at least works bring items closer,
if only u know what it means uh.

someone told me something recently:

'it seem like you are used to being single,
and if u were to get into a relation now
there will be expectation which u can't reach.'

i won't deny what she say is true, for example:
i wouldn't know where should i date her to,
how should entertain her in order to keep her away from bored-ness.

but still at times im fear and envy.

single fear of loneliness,
loneliness bring emptiness near.

yet friends are there, forever.

10September

2009-09-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

10th September

all 3 papers have been done.

but one paper is harder then the other,

thought costing could be the hardest yet,
taxation was the killing ones.

whatever its over.. :)

nevermind holidays' are here.

how did u know i was, missing you -

7September

2009-09-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

7th September

Costing down,
upcoming tax and accounts.

'no more mac drawing lesson, haha.'

when i thought everything could be normal again,

you show up and i realise im lying to myself.

4September

2009-09-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

4 September

seem like blogger are still creating lots of problem.

DAMN YOU !!

it seem like its ending soon,
you know what you are having
and i know what im not getting.

its been awhile..

do you know what was i fighting for -

11August

2009-08-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

11August

im totally lost in direction,
i don't know what i want,
i don't know why am i here for.
i just find it pointless to everything.

i just can't find any...

im just sick and tired of everything, this time is for real.
i really tired and im enough of ur fake.

im really enough of it, thanks to you.

needed; was nv available -

Mosquito

2009-08-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

Mosquito Song -

3 August

2009-08-04T01:56:00.003+08:00

3August

woke up in morning,
i was totally in a condition whereby i can't stand up.
just so weak to stand up and walk.

having high fever,
is really killing me.
damn.

goodnight -

2 August

2009-08-02T19:18:00.003+08:00

2August

Have walk in town ytd,
realise i hasn't been walking there for quite some time already.

look like is time to go there more often,
have some updates on stuff.
anyone ?

you said u gonna call,
yet there aren't anything.

it was another 'disappointing' weekend,
whenever it comes to weekend,
there wouldn't be anything from you,
is always the case,
you did it again.

do you know what's worth fighting for; i don't -

Kal Menninger

2009-07-31T12:52:00.001+08:00

Kal Menninger

Unrest of spirit is a mark of life;
one problem after another presents itself
and in the solving of them we can find our greatest pleasure.

- Kal Menninger

31 July

2009-07-31T12:15:00.001+08:00

31July

Is the last day of the month,
is i had clear all my CA paper,
which i believe is a 'well done' i suppose.

plus today is a pay day for most workers,
but im not included, still has to wait.

today school was short,
but was kind of fun,
when u have ACFF fooling around.

facing the reality,
knowing that the current chapter wouldn't complete,
is it the time for reality.

am i suppose to forgo -

28July

2009-07-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

28July

i missed school again,
getting more restless recently,
as if im not getting enough sleep.

last CA paper is coming this thursday,
yet im not attending school,
worst i don't know wth is the teacher teaching about,
she seem to be in her own world.

DAMN

i realise those words that you just said,
is actually hurting,
when i thought it wouldn't.

never getting it right.

Soren Kierkegaard

2009-07-28T12:30:00.000+08:00

Soren Kierkegaard

Life can only be understood backwards,
but it must be lived forwards

—Søren Kierkegaard

27July

2009-07-27T23:44:00.005+08:00

27July

not knowing what's wrong with blogger,
all i know is i can't post for the past 1 week i guess.

it seem like is fine now uh.

i wanna get rid of my messy hair man !!
i really can't stand it anymore.

maybe like...

OR

like no different uh ??
HAHA.

always the same question,
i never heard a answer from you.

19July

2009-07-19T13:37:00.002+08:00

19July

im really bored recently,
not knowing what am i suppose to do,
nor i know what i want,
im starting to feel confuse.

Dream are beautiful, i wish i could stay in there.
but i can't, waking up knowing the reality isn't the same.
you aren't there for me.

there aren't sunshine, nor any moon light.
confuse -

14July

2009-07-15T00:04:00.003+08:00

14July

was a day of total illness,
cough, flu & headache is spoiling my entire day.

can't have a,
proper lesson,
proper S&W,
proper slp,
proper chat.

i wanna recover soon !

although today we are release at the same time,
didn't get to train home with u was a sad case.

But still at least i get to see u for awhile,
guess i shouldn't be asking more.

the greatest gift of all, you -

13July

2009-07-13T13:10:00.002+08:00

13July

result is nothing compare to relationship.

there are far more greater thing then just a pierce of paper,
but we human offend neglect it.

realise -

Broke

2009-07-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

Broke

the truth are always unpleasant,
but there's nth u can do then accepting.

when you thought you are near,
actually you are further then you could ever imagine.

the white flower.

12July

2009-07-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

12July

Forget to bring my keys along with me,
end up i waited for 3hr for my parent to get home.

can only blame myself.

Taxation paper tml,
let hope it will be a easy one.

the wait is over at the moment,
your call came in the right time again.
thx.

i'll be there,
goodnight -

11July

2009-07-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

11July

Great morning of Drinking session,
i found that im really a lousy drinker over there,
ended up being disturb by their nonsense.

OH NO !!!

Had a friendly game against Nippon (Jap team),
it was a game whereby there isn't any sub for us,
kind of not used to it,
really need our stamina.

we really lose out,
but we gonna be better.
smile.

it been a day,
since the last msg,
knowing the reason why,
i understand,
no worries.

im hoping & waiting.

i've been a victim of a selfish kind of love -

10July

2009-07-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

10July

im late for school the whole entire week,
just simply love to drag my sleep.
HAHA.

work today,
simply just a chatting session with marda,
her last 3 days at CKU.

i realise something today,
i rather be chatting with you,
then kicking the ball around.

now i will be waiting for u to contact me...
sound hard

is not about worth or not,
is whether u like her or not.

yes i do -

7August

2009-07-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

7August

headache was killing me the whole day.
DAMN.

is totally pointless having you saying so much,
yet at the end of it is all nothing but just words & fake.

just tell me what's the point,
when u dont even pick call or msg ?

don't u think is pointless after all those words you said ?

im totally lost,
i dont know how & where should i land ?

needed; not around.

sadness and sorrow,
u don't understand -

7August

2009-07-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

7August

headache is killing me.
DAMN.

what the point of saying so much,
when at the end of it all those words you said are just rubbish and fake.

when you dont even answer a call or msg,
you just throw me alone like this,
have you ever just even give a thoughts to me ?

NO, you don't.

im totally lost,
not knowing where, when and how am i suppose to land ?

needed; you are not around.

Just fuck.

sadness and sorrow, you will never understand -

9July

2009-07-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

9July

A day of joy;

journey to school,
lesson in school,
classmate jokes, (love disturbing WEISHENG)
work,
more like the day i should be fitting in.

&

Most importantly was her, sunshine.

you took my heartbeat -

i'll be there -

2009-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

8July

2009-07-08T20:11:00.003+08:00

8July

Beginning of the day i was over slept again,
still i goes to school,
but i didn't get to go with you, sorry.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
my right ankle & knee has been killing for days.

Something interesting happened today too,
it make me even more a sure that u are the one,
knowing that i can't just let u past by just like that.

didn't make the wrong move bah ?

always gonna be right there for you, protecting.

smile,
smile through your heart is aching,
you are the smile that chase aways the ache -

7July

2009-07-08T01:03:00.005+08:00

7July

Monday i was on MC therefore, i didn't attend school.
actually to be true i can't wake up also la, over slept but also having flu.

HAHA.

Nevermind, back to actual date.

felt so good to step into class, where i know there's surely be lots of laughter from my group. 'HAHA'

sadly S&W was cancelled, if i knw i shldn't have go sch cuz im still on MC.
DAMN !!

ACTUALLY, ACTUALLY ...
the real reason i went to school today was to see her,
i was almost boarding the same train as her today,
but weisheng called telling me lesson is at 9am,
which mean i can't go to school with her,
plus no snw can't go back with her too,
haiyo !!!

BUT

i'm still loving today; seeing her & her calls.

Guide me through the life i lost -

5July

2009-07-05T16:04:00.003+08:00

5July

today was the last game of the season,
it was a well done team played for the season.

he also know that there is alot that he has to improve in,
which is sad,
is aren't easy wanting to be the first 11.

wanna be better for sure.

Blur, confuse, not knowing which direction to go.
if only times can be turn.

wanting to be near -

4July

2009-07-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

4July

Maoists Dinner !!

properly the end of season dinner, i think.

to be serious the food arent really good but the with people around things become great.

only you-

29 June

2009-06-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

29June

guess im not being understanding now.

not knowing where am i standing now,
is like im hanging in the middle of no way,
not knowing where to turn to.

i really wanted to text you,
but think twice,
i rather be the one suffering then placing you into a difficult position.

even a short msg is more then enough; not even.

will be waiting, still waiting -

28 June

2009-06-29T03:05:00.002+08:00

28june

Oh No..

Working at wisma is like working with auntie that hasn't been update for long.
And finally i realise why SG got so many people love to complains, Aunties.

i stopped at Day14, she actually came back at 21 days.
so the rest of the 7days was wrote in another book.

she's back on the 21Days which is like 3 weeks,
yes I'm glad and happy that she's back and fine,
but I'm kind of having a mix feeling of jealous.

am i wrong to feel that ?
sorry.

i thought as much,
yet missing-

Day 14

2009-06-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

Day14

Happy Birthday to you !!
although is not the actual date yet,
but you are celebrating today,
therefore im wishing today you.

HappyBirthday

actual object are apart; heart are together

Day 13

2009-06-20T06:21:00.002+08:00

Day13

i mis-took a call that i thought it was you.

there seem no turning back for me.

thinking -

Day 11

2009-06-18T03:33:00.002+08:00

Day11

Up; the call

Down; lost my earpiece

always quietly right beside you -

Day 10

2009-06-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

Day10

Went over to queensway just now, where a place I'm always being tempt to spend.
luckily i was able to avoid it today.

'Ghost Of Girlfriends Past' has started showing already,
I'm waiting to catch it with you.

Call hasn't come in yet,
kind of doubt so, its getting late.

maybe tml ?

or did i miss the call today,
wasn't around from 8 to 10.
hope i didn't

today or tml
missed -

Day 9

2009-06-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Day9

Sugar have been fill up; sweet.

looking forward to tml call.

from you -

Day 8

2009-06-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

Day8

My sugar level are kind of low,
waiting for you to fill it up.

normally people count down for 10second,
from today to the actual day
i will be counting down
10 days,
240 hours,
14 400 minutes,
864 000 seconds.

for a important person. :)

when will the next call be ?
wondering -

Day 7

2009-06-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

Day7

Today had a great time enjoying my soccer,
it has been a long time since i really enjoy my play in the field.

sweet heart ; improving form

I'm really felt lucky to received your calls.
whether the length of the call is long or short,
it don't matters alot cuz is the thoughts that matters.

thankyou

you are the reason behind,
sweet heart.
missed-

Day 6

2009-06-12T22:24:00.004+08:00

Day6

I was back to sch today but still I'm late for an hour.
better then not attending right, plus its the last day of the term.

Today can call it a 'just nice' day too,
ur call came in when i just step into the house.

; two heart connected as one ?

I'm starting to feel uneasy when she talks about hers p.
which one is your heart having the feeling of.

no idea why sudden this feeling came up
maybe love are not meant to be share.

sweet yet jealous -

Day 5

2009-06-11T23:12:00.008+08:00

Day5

i was suppose to sleep early last night, but i didn't.
result; didn't attend school.
im sorry

Strawberry Red Tea
was the topic for the day

what time will it be tml ?
Ren zai, xin bu zai;
with her -

Day 4

2009-06-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

Day4

A week has gone where the incomplete journey begins,
everything that seem kind of impossible of happening,
it happened
and i believe our journey will be complete.

A day, A week, A month, A year, A life time & continue..

Mango&Strawberry
a call -

Day 3

2009-06-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

Day 3

one day down, 27 days to go.
but im counting down on the 3 days. :D

its tuesday,
i shld be seeing you in the canteen, stairs & train
but none of this happen today.

'haiyo...'

we know the reason why. right ? :D

not knowing why; im seeing you inside -

6 August

2009-06-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

6August

first day the of the week i went to school,
is like im finally fit to go school,
but today class was too lil people till teacher also not having the mood to have lesson.

therefore is a trip to school to kill time. :)

today was TANBOONLING, BB, birthday celebration as well,
since we cant celebrate with her on the actual date,
still we have hell lots of fun bcuz of her nonsense; always the case.

there are alot of pictures taken,
but they arent with me yet.

thx for training with me to work,
sorry to cause you late.

where am i now -

Day 2

2009-06-08T15:37:00.003+08:00

Its Day 2

lets hope that 30 Days aren't too long uh.

there are a few question that i really like to ask;

how was school today ? seeing the students must be really fun uh. :D

Are the lil notes surprising you ?
im missing your 'haiyo'.

Burberry -

2009-06-06T13:46:00.005+08:00

Credit to ACFF

Rains were related to him .There's something he did ,it will just rain .

Late King !Burberry girl is his world (:

by Karyin

If only i could turn back the time a lil,

everything could be different ?

;i wish.

no point of being great when you always miss it

thankyou & LOL

Sale -

2008-10-17T22:15:00.005+08:00

HELLO

i selling this slipper away, if anyone is interest do pm mi. :)
Size: 40
Colour: Red
Condition: 9.5/10

Price: SOLD

18th Birthday -

2008-10-05T23:07:00.003+08:00

FINALLY 18TH !!!

What's 18th life gonna be like ??
Anyway it seem scary to me.

I had a great night out with
Chinhong, Yanzhi, Zhenwei, Zhijun, Marcuz, JiunHisen, Raymond, Junjie, Cuiyao, Yonghwee, Gaowei, Sandy, Pinxian, SK, Xinhui, Cheryl, Eileen.

guess i dont miss anyone out there ??
Without you guys days wasnt been fun.
THANKS PEOPLE !!!

Not forgetting PEOPLE who wished me.

Thanks everyone !!

But thanks is not enough to express what i actually wanna say.

XIEXIE !!

Boonling, it is really nice when i saw your blog. Your are the one tht bring joke to the class and everyone. Im jsut lucky to do well, rmb i was nearly debar. haha.

Eileen, that really supre surprise u see. haha.

Yanzhi, thanks for the shampoo cake. haha.

Zhenwei, let mi show u the T. lol.

So nice to receive words,
reason is you.

Best of the best birthday, worst of the worst warmness. Gone.

Sweet, Sweeter and Sweetest -

2008-09-23T01:10:00.004+08:00

Is time to update my blog,
i guess.

HAHA.

This few days have been working n working
it make my holiday pass real fast.
wonder is good or bad ??

LOL.

Interesting things is im working in the store nowadays,
Where time past faster over there.

that's great !
BUT
I will need to attend to ladies cutomers.
which is like will any girls or ladies buy their inner beauty from a guy ??

BIG TIME QUESTION !!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I tink i see that smile.
Sweetest thoughts of all.
Everything turn sweet, sweeter to sweetest.

What I Have Learnt -

2008-09-14T04:49:00.005+08:00

I've learnt that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved,
The rest is up to them.

I've learnt that no matter how much i care,
Some people just don't care too much about it.

I've learnt that it take years to build up trust,
And only second to destroy it.

I've learnt that it's not what you have in your life,
But who you have in your life that counts.

I've learnt that you can do something in an instant,
That will give you a heartache for life.

I've learnt that no matter how thin you slice it,
There are always two sides.

I've learnt that you should always loved ones with loving words,
It may be the last time you see them.

I've learnt that we are responsible for what we do,
No matter how we feel.

I've learnt that there are people who love you dearly,
But just don't know how to show it.

I've learnt that true friendship continues to grow,
Even over longest distance.
And the same goes very much for true love as well.

I've learnt that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
Doesn't mean they don't love you at all.

I've learnt that no matter how good a friend someone is,
They're going to hurt you every once a while.
And you must forgive them for that.

I've learnt that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
The world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learnt that just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
Slmilarly, just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do.

I've learn that we don't have to change friends,
If we understand friends change.

I've learnt that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret.
For it could change your life forever.

I've learnt that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.

I've learnt that although the word "love" can have many different meanings,
It loses value when overly used.

I've leanrt that love is not for me to keep,
But to pass on to the next person i see.

I've learnt that every day you should reach out and touch someone.
People love that human touch.
Holding hands, A warm hug, Or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learnt that... I still have a lot to learn..

Whole day without hearing from you,
i guess.. i miss you.
CuteSmile.

Chinhong's enlistment -

2008-09-12T05:26:00.004+08:00

Yeah this could be old
but this the BEST pic since than till now.
it will still be continuing..

12th September08'
Between the 3 of us
look like you are the first going NS lei uh.

Recruit YeeChinHong.

not gg to have long hair for 2yrs ?
maybe darker ?
fit ?

GoodLuck
Will be waiting for you to share ur Men-hood story.
takecare

Shock, surprise, happy
*w****ea**
can i say i miss you ?

Dream or Half Alive -

2008-09-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

Paper are finally over
but
this time was not an easy paper we expected to be.

After work went down to causeway to meet idiotic B,
got there around 9.40 which mean i was late.. ;/
but her reply was funny..
'nah.. is i got here early'
you think you acting uh ??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
KIDDING

we went in to the night market, whereby mostly are closed.
funny thing was i got myself an ALARM CLOCK.
therefore no more 'late' for school.
LOL.

A twist in my story once more,
was it a dream or half alive?

im turning to the smile.

1 down, 2 to go -

2008-09-04T17:54:00.003+08:00

Is such an relieve
to be out of the debarment lists for the moment only.
LOL.

Guess they say that just to scare us ??
And i find out there is not a need of returning the hours.
GOD DAMN IT
Wasted Time !!

So which mean
One down, Two more to go
And here come HOLIDAY !!

HOLIDAY = WORK = MONEY

therefore i need work.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

After wondering around and wasting time doing nothing,
im getting seriously tired,
maybe is time to rest,

and knowing what's life mean for.

A smile there is pulling me away from those troubles thought.
who knows it may bring happiness too..

every story end wit an fullstop -

2008-08-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

Guess what i stayed in school and do nothing at all.
i don't quite understand why do we have to do detention when there isn't any work been given.
maybe not quite it should be really.

And guess what
i have already completed 9hours
16 more hours to go, i really wonder how ?

HAHAHA.

Nowadays de weather is really nice for sleeping
BUT
Many people is caught by FLU.

including ME!!

Damn irritating.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ZHENWEI
jOker that never stop laughing.
BEST WISHES

Im can't explain the moment when i receive it.
guess i know it all,
last resort.

Every story end with an fullstop -

angela's birthday -

2008-08-24T01:35:00.005+08:00

Finally im back to blog.
past few days was like schooling and working everyday
and
got home was already like too late.

TIRED

worst is that i have 25HR of detention,
if not i will bar from my BZF paper.
and my class form aren't gg to give any chance.

WTF

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA !!
guess u had one of the sweetest night u ever have uh ??
HAHA.
best wishes.

A relationship maybe last a moment, a friendship last forever.

BUT
its like either
someone u cant live without or just someone u need.

think about it ...

i don't have my ans too.

gdnight -

2008-08-16T02:42:00.002+08:00

My bored friday have been ended

But
today there was a question always on my mind
which i didn't ask
mayb dont have the chance or i dont dare..

How have u been doing ??
Wishing you are doing well and real well.

bored friday -

2008-08-15T18:28:00.002+08:00

I find it funny
when u are early yet ur teacher mark u as late.
just wat is this ??
worst is when she say got reason but cant ans.

HAHA.

nvm let just drop wat has happen in sch, cuz its over !!
:D

Today is friday
im not working today
but
it was a boring friday.
dont know where can i go lei ??

so god damn BORED !!

i still miss you afterall -

2008-08-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

Today was my best bubby CHINHONG turn ask mi to update.
LOL.

Enjoy this video
but i tink is kind of old already.
HAHA !!

i msut change -

2008-08-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

I was told to be update again
by Jessy
as your can see in my tag box.

hahahahahahaha

i really have an long weekend !!
cuz i skip sch on thursday n friday
just when can i wake up on time ??

seriously i feel like im so useless as i have done nth
but
slack, window shopping and wasting my time.
and
i totally forget abt my homeworks.

hate it when my shopping list is getting longer. :/
OMFG !
whn will it stop ?

TOTAL SIANESS !!

Let's enjoy a brand new start of the week. :D

Guess i will have to learn to live my days without you -

A week -

2008-08-08T01:50:00.002+08:00

It's been a week
since i talk to you or even see you.

do you even notice that ??

i shall not guess so much for the time being,
if only im able to do that.

i miss every single lil things u do and said,
but nth i can do then remain in the memories.
that's the best i ever had.
smile.

you never once and never will give damn abt it,
i guess as much.

I STILL CARES -

2008-08-06T01:54:00.003+08:00

Another Picture i found it weird !!
-.-

(u nid to enlarge the pic to see it)

Hearing lots of story when during work, is like OMFG la.
haha..

i starting to agree with chinhong; life is a bullshit.
just wat im doing everyday is like no aim, no motivation and are like nth at all.

Sorry.

2008-07-30T15:22:00.002+08:00

First post in school.

But this not gonna be a nice one.
Damn god damn piss with my teacher now.
she just like an workerhorlick.

everyday OT !!

God damn it...

Dare by jessy -

2008-07-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

I like Jessy

HAHA !!

This The Beautiful Jessy !!

(THIS WAS BEING DARE BY JESSICA)
.nth means.

You the one -

2008-07-19T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today was a very simple SATURDAY.

it can be place under
BORING
or
FUN

Went all the way to Bedok Green Sec to play a match but its really worth it

All thank to the Synthetic pitch !!

its really cool even playing in the heavy rain it wont flood with water.
HAHA.

Colour -

2008-07-19T01:45:00.007+08:00

HELLO !!

im finally here to post again.
it has been like 2 weeks i guess, without any posts.
(im posting because jessica ask mi to post sth for her to read)

HAHA.

actually i have alot alot in my mind
but
i just cant put it into words.
silly i guess.
LOL.

nvm let drop this. :)

Days have been FUN for me !!
but
it could not happen without this group of frenz
fully of jokes and all the funny stuff.
LOL.

here they are

Let mi show you MAOISTS best team photo !!!

without them im nth. haha.
COME ON MAOISTS !!

Its rain bcuz of you,
but its shine bcuz of you too.
You're the rainbow after every rain.

When Only You Are The Colour.

Always on my mind -

2008-07-06T01:53:00.002+08:00

What have i been doing lately ??

sleeping at the time whereby pple going to school n work.
than wake up late in the afternoon, wash up change, head out to town to join fren'z and SLACK.

OMG !!
this is so fcuking NO LIFE!!

But i can't wait to join your every weekend men !!
see your soon WEEKEND !!

THANK YOU MY FREN

Yeah although im wasting my time and keeping myself busy with friends,
i can't deny i still think of you every single moment of my time.
i really thought i could hind it, but i fail to do so.
yes i know i showing no respect to him. Im sorry i don't wish to lie to myself again.

Im sorry.

Thank for allowing mi to send you home sweet home.
&
most important
thank for visiting mi !!

i wish the time could stop at the moment whenby just you and me.
will it comes again ??

uoy evol i

Perhaps -

2008-06-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

What a Sunday !!
haha..

i smile to hind myself ?

i thought i saw u at town, but it wasn't.

perhaps i just simply miss you.

is it good or bad i don't know.

you're always in my heart.