Unrest of spirit is a mark of life; one problem after another presents itself and in the solving of them we can find our greatest pleasure.
- Kal Menninger
31 July
12:15 PM
31July
Is the last day of the month, is i had clear all my CA paper, which i believe is a 'well done' i suppose.
plus today is a pay day for most workers, but im not included, still has to wait.
today school was short, but was kind of fun, when u have ACFF fooling around.
facing the reality, knowing that the current chapter wouldn't complete, is it the time for reality.
am i suppose to forgo -
28July
July 28, 2009 11:58 PM
28July
i missed school again, getting more restless recently, as if im not getting enough sleep.
last CA paper is coming this thursday, yet im not attending school, worst i don't know wth is the teacher teaching about, she seem to be in her own world.
DAMN
i realise those words that you just said, is actually hurting, when i thought it wouldn't.
never getting it right.
Soren Kierkegaard
12:30 PM
Soren Kierkegaard
Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards
—Søren Kierkegaard
27July
July 27, 2009 11:44 PM
27July
not knowing what's wrong with blogger, all i know is i can't post for the past 1 week i guess.
it seem like is fine now uh.
i wanna get rid of my messy hair man !! i really can't stand it anymore.
maybe like...
OR
like no different uh ?? HAHA.
always the same question, i never heard a answer from you.
19July
July 19, 2009 1:37 PM
19July
im really bored recently, not knowing what am i suppose to do, nor i know what i want, im starting to feel confuse.
Dream are beautiful, i wish i could stay in there. but i can't, waking up knowing the reality isn't the same. you aren't there for me.
there aren't sunshine, nor any moon light. confuse -
14July
July 15, 2009 12:04 AM
14July
was a day of total illness, cough, flu & headache is spoiling my entire day.
can't have a, proper lesson, proper S&W, proper slp, proper chat.
i wanna recover soon !
although today we are release at the same time, didn't get to train home with u was a sad case.
But still at least i get to see u for awhile, guess i shouldn't be asking more.
the greatest gift of all, you -
13July
July 13, 2009 1:10 PM
13July
result is nothing compare to relationship.
there are far more greater thing then just a pierce of paper, but we human offend neglect it.
realise -
Broke
12:24 AM
Broke
the truth are always unpleasant, but there's nth u can do then accepting.
when you thought you are near, actually you are further then you could ever imagine.
the white flower.
12July
July 12, 2009 9:59 PM
12July
Forget to bring my keys along with me, end up i waited for 3hr for my parent to get home.
can only blame myself.
Taxation paper tml, let hope it will be a easy one.
the wait is over at the moment, your call came in the right time again. thx.
i'll be there, goodnight -
11July
July 11, 2009 11:06 PM
11July
Great morning of Drinking session, i found that im really a lousy drinker over there, ended up being disturb by their nonsense.
OH NO !!!
Had a friendly game against Nippon (Jap team), it was a game whereby there isn't any sub for us, kind of not used to it, really need our stamina.
we really lose out, but we gonna be better. smile.
it been a day, since the last msg, knowing the reason why, i understand, no worries.
im hoping & waiting.
i've been a victim of a selfish kind of love -
10July
July 10, 2009 10:10 PM
10July
im late for school the whole entire week, just simply love to drag my sleep. HAHA.
work today, simply just a chatting session with marda, her last 3 days at CKU.
i realise something today, i rather be chatting with you, then kicking the ball around.
now i will be waiting for u to contact me... sound hard
is not about worth or not, is whether u like her or not.
yes i do -
7August
July 09, 2009 11:49 PM
7August
headache was killing me the whole day. DAMN.
is totally pointless having you saying so much, yet at the end of it is all nothing but just words & fake.
just tell me what's the point, when u dont even pick call or msg ?
don't u think is pointless after all those words you said ?
im totally lost, i dont know how & where should i land ?
needed; not around.
sadness and sorrow, u don't understand -
7August
11:20 PM
7August
headache is killing me. DAMN.
what the point of saying so much, when at the end of it all those words you said are just rubbish and fake.
when you dont even answer a call or msg, you just throw me alone like this, have you ever just even give a thoughts to me ?
NO, you don't.
im totally lost, not knowing where, when and how am i suppose to land ?
needed; you are not around.
Just fuck.
sadness and sorrow, you will never understand -
9July
10:12 PM
9July
A day of joy;
journey to school, lesson in school, classmate jokes, (love disturbing WEISHENG) work, more like the day i should be fitting in.
&
Most importantly was her, sunshine.
you took my heartbeat -
i'll be there -
July 08, 2009 9:56 PM
8July
8:11 PM
8July
Beginning of the day i was over slept again, still i goes to school, but i didn't get to go with you, sorry.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH... my right ankle & knee has been killing for days.
Something interesting happened today too, it make me even more a sure that u are the one, knowing that i can't just let u past by just like that.
didn't make the wrong move bah ?
always gonna be right there for you, protecting.
smile, smile through your heart is aching, you are the smile that chase aways the ache -
7July
1:03 AM
7July
Monday i was on MC therefore, i didn't attend school. actually to be true i can't wake up also la, over slept but also having flu.
HAHA.
Nevermind, back to actual date.
felt so good to step into class, where i know there's surely be lots of laughter from my group. 'HAHA'
sadly S&W was cancelled, if i knw i shldn't have go sch cuz im still on MC. DAMN !!
ACTUALLY, ACTUALLY ... the real reason i went to school today was to see her, i was almost boarding the same train as her today, but weisheng called telling me lesson is at 9am, which mean i can't go to school with her, plus no snw can't go back with her too, haiyo !!!
BUT
i'm still loving today; seeing her & her calls.
Guide me through the life i lost -
5July
July 05, 2009 4:04 PM
5July
today was the last game of the season, it was a well done team played for the season.
he also know that there is alot that he has to improve in, which is sad, is aren't easy wanting to be the first 11.
wanna be better for sure.
Blur, confuse, not knowing which direction to go. if only times can be turn.
wanting to be near -
4July
July 04, 2009 11:28 AM
4July
Maoists Dinner !!
properly the end of season dinner, i think.
to be serious the food arent really good but the with people around things become great.
