29September
September 29, 2009 11:25 PM
29September
This is an rough post, reason being i hav enough of this person.
A word or advise,
'please know where's your own limit of capability.'
example :
1
Ask people to join you for supper,
ended up saying you don't have money to eat and borrow from your frens
2
Wanna ride a bike please have the capability of owning it and maintaining,
not like going to a bike shop paying 50$ instead of a total bill like 500$.
3
Always borrowing costly item from people,
yet using it as if it's your own item and not knowing how to return back.
4
After borrowing and lending,
he will get himself away from the person as if 'i do not know you'
but is without returning the money nor item.
5
Whenever you got urself into trouble,
asked for frens help but in the end you blame it on your frenz.
like u were never in fault.
there's more, i wouldn't want to say it..
knowing how to say your own frens without money wanna got track yet keep on delaying,
aren't you yourself are even worst ?
without a single wanna own a bike and wanting to follow pple going track and acting
one rich guy infornt of them, just please wake up your fcuking mind.
AND
STOP OWNING PEOPLE.
don't you own enough ?
is this what you call bro's or fren for ??
to you is merely calling for the sick of calling, just wanting to gain benefit from it..
human wanted to feel needed,
sorry not in this way -
Beautiful
September 27, 2009 1:29 AM
BEAUTIFULI'm just so fucking depressed,i just can't seem to get this slump
If i could just get over this hump,
but i need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and i got right back up
But i need that spark to get psyched back up,
in order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when, i ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again, so i decided to just pick this pen
Up to try to make an attempt to vent, but i just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that i may be done with rap,
I need a new outlet
And i know some shits so hard to swallow,
but i just can't sit back and swallow
In my own sorrow, but i know one fact, I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow, but you got to walk thousand miles. - Beautiful
26September
September 26, 2009 11:11 PM
26September
have been working non-stop lately,
but this holiday itself is truly a boring ones.
when did i not say holiday was bored.
LOL.
at least works bring items closer,
if only u know what it means uh.
someone told me something recently:
'it seem like you are used to being single,
and if u were to get into a relation now
there will be expectation which u can't reach.'
i won't deny what she say is true, for example:
i wouldn't know where should i date her to,
how should entertain her in order to keep her away from bored-ness.
but still at times im fear and envy.
single fear of loneliness,
loneliness bring emptiness near.
yet friends are there, forever.
10September
September 10, 2009 9:45 PM
10th September
all 3 papers have been done.
but one paper is harder then the other,
thought costing could be the hardest yet,
taxation was the killing ones.
whatever its over.. :)
nevermind holidays' are here.
how did u know i was, missing you -
7September
September 07, 2009 10:31 PM
7th September
Costing down,
upcoming tax and accounts.
'no more mac drawing lesson, haha.'
when i thought everything could be normal again,
you show up and i realise im lying to myself.
4September
September 04, 2009 11:23 PM
4 September
seem like blogger are still creating lots of problem.
DAMN YOU !!
it seem like its ending soon,
you know what you are having
and i know what im not getting.
its been awhile..
do you know what was i fighting for -
